(brushes crumbs off bed) yea baby hop on in
People’s expectations of what you are can drown years worth of consciously crafted confidence in a careless cuss of socially constructed opinions. Which in this case, I regard Women. Difficult circumstances inside mine, and I’m sure others’ heads, have lead to challenging conceptions from an early age about whether you stand up to the impossible comparison of other human bodies in the world. This is cheap nonsense and deserves none other than a millisecond of energy and thought space. I speak to myself as an objective often, because it is only in the privacy of my own assessment of myself that I can the trace the tracks that lead to my aesthetic and mental features. Others will believe they hold a power to impose upon that hard work and that is not so.
Imagine you have a Rolex watch. Nice fancy Rolex, you bought it because you like the way it looks and you wanted to treat yourself. And then you get beaten and mugged and your Rolex is stolen. So you go to the police. Only, instead of investigating the crime, the police want to know why you were wearing a Rolex instead of a regular watch. Have you ever given a Rolex to anyone else? Is it possible you wanted to be mugged? Why didn’t you wear long sleeves to cover up the Rolex if you didn’t want to be mugged?
And then after that, everywhere you go, there are constant jokes about stealing your Rolex. People you don’t even know whistle at your Rolex and make jokes about cutting your hand off to get it. The media doesn’t help either; it portrays people who wear Rolexes as flamboyant assholes who secretly just want someone to come along and take that Rolex off their hands. When damn, all you wanted was to wear a nice watch without getting harassed for it. When you complain that you are starting to feel unsafe, people laugh you off and say that you are too uptight. Never mind you got violently attacked for the crime of wearing a friggin time piece.
Imagining all that? It sucks, doesn’t it.
Now imagine you could never take the Rolex off. ❞
DO NOT GET A CRUSH EVER
THEY CALL IT A CRUSH CAUSE IT CRUSHES YOUR SOUL AND EVERYTHING YOU STAND FOR